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Esther Goetz
Jun 25, 20223 min read
Back-Door Christian
We can never hate anyone into transformational, redemptive change.
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Esther Goetz
Jun 21, 20222 min read
A Penny for You
I have to navigate the tension between the bitter and the sweet, allowing them to sit side-by-side, both having their rightful place.
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Esther Goetz
Jun 14, 20222 min read
Kindness Answered the Phone
You know that moment when your "check engine" light goes on during a 3,000 mile trek across the country and you are in the middle of...
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![A Beautiful Mess](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/b86427_e71db0ab2e184781bb8c069044c4a4aa~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_95,enc_auto/b86427_e71db0ab2e184781bb8c069044c4a4aa~mv2.webp)
Esther Goetz
Jun 11, 20222 min read
A Beautiful Mess
Life.
A gift.
Filled with surprises.
And adventures.
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Esther Goetz
Jun 10, 20221 min read
Much-Needed Hope
What matters is that HOPE is stirred and gifted and received, multiplying over and over and sent out into the world one flicker at a time.
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Esther Goetz
Jun 8, 20222 min read
Holding Space for Grief
Nothing is more sacred than to share another's pain.
It brings both great sorrow and surprising healing.
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Esther Goetz
Jun 6, 20222 min read
Feel Stuck Choosing Sides?
Wisdom is the way of Jesus.
He’s all about it.
He doesn’t get caught up in the ALWAYS this or ALWAYS that.
He’s all about the SOMETIMES.
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![Letting Something Die](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/b86427_901b489f75a94a1f860403bb2c5fbc80~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_95,enc_auto/b86427_901b489f75a94a1f860403bb2c5fbc80~mv2.webp)
Esther Goetz
Jun 4, 20222 min read
Letting Something Die
I don't always make the best decisions in the middle of the night because of all the weird things that go on in my brain when I can't sleep.
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Esther Goetz
Jun 3, 20221 min read
What Happens on Saturday Night
Saturday night at 6 pm begins something I call Celebration Sunday, a 24-hour period of un"doing."
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Esther Goetz
Jun 2, 20221 min read
If You Knew...
I hide.
I keep secrets.
I stay in my cage.
I show you a false version of me.
I protect my self at all costs.
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Esther Goetz
May 23, 20222 min read
Connecting to Your True Self - Liz Milani (Season 1, Episode 13)
"Life is always moving. You have permission to move with it, to leave behind the things that do not serve you, and become someone new,...
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Esther Goetz
May 22, 20223 min read
Lessons from the Desert
Deserts are bizarre. They are sandy. They are stark. They are sun-baked. Last week, for our anniversary trip, we traveled to Arizona. I...
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![The Tale of Three Marriages](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/b86427_0a69eb6d8f524fd2a9b84856d2d045ef~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_95,enc_auto/b86427_0a69eb6d8f524fd2a9b84856d2d045ef~mv2.webp)
Esther Goetz
May 17, 20224 min read
The Tale of Three Marriages
I've had three marriages so far. [Don't freak out just yet. Read until the end.] My first marriage was characterized by HIDING. It lasted...
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![The Relief Grief Sandwich - Cindy Wang Brandt (Season 1, Episode 12)](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/b86427_6496b289fd694731b0ce7af80939f714~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_95,enc_auto/b86427_6496b289fd694731b0ce7af80939f714~mv2.webp)
Esther Goetz
May 16, 20221 min read
The Relief Grief Sandwich - Cindy Wang Brandt (Season 1, Episode 12)
"Parenting may be less about raising our children and more about raising ourselves. It compels us to break our own cycles of shame and...
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Esther Goetz
May 15, 20222 min read
Twisty Windy Faith
The journey of faith is a strange one. I thought it would be a straight and definitive path to the known. Do this and this and I will...
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![For the Mom Whose Kid Wants to Quit](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/b86427_825a0b98ba3e4140a35eab2ba9cced9a~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_95,enc_auto/b86427_825a0b98ba3e4140a35eab2ba9cced9a~mv2.webp)
Esther Goetz
May 11, 20222 min read
For the Mom Whose Kid Wants to Quit
There once was a nine-year-old who asked her mom for a lacrosse stick. And goggles. And to join a cute team of other nine-year-olds....
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Esther Goetz
May 9, 20222 min read
Love Matters More - Jared Byas (Season 1, Episode 11)
"You can't love and control at the same time." In this episode on the Deconstructing Mamas podcast, Jared Byas, author of that quote,...
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Esther Goetz
May 6, 20223 min read
Fighting the Mean Monster of Anxiety
Being in a battle with the mean monster of anxiety can be paralyzing. Like stand-there-and stare paralyzing. Like I-need-to-lay-down...
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![Trust Myself - Sarah Meassick (Season 1, Episode 10)](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/b86427_869c634f1517451380f862846e498e6b~mv2.png/v1/fill/w_292,h_219,fp_0.50_0.50,q_95,enc_auto/b86427_869c634f1517451380f862846e498e6b~mv2.webp)
Esther Goetz
May 2, 20222 min read
Trust Myself - Sarah Meassick (Season 1, Episode 10)
"I sink beneath the swirling surf of words, fears, expectations, conditioning, and advice—and feel for the Knowing." (Glennon Doyle) In...
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